Makes Sense

I was a bit surprised when I read my horoscope yesterday, its a good thing i checked on my emails before going to work...

Your bigheartedness can cause trouble today because you could have a difficult time knowing your own limits. It's easy now to be generous because supporting those you love makes you feel wonderful. Unfortunately, you can do more harm than good if you overstep someone's boundaries. It's best to wait until others ask, rather than assuming it's okay to jump in.

Sakto!
i did wait!
...and still waiting, patience is a virtue and im so glad i inherited a lot of patience from my Mama YAY!

i wish i could do this and that unfortunately im not in the position to do so
i learned something from a recent conversation with a "very" good friend - "sometimes its better to stand alone"

standing alone doesnt mean you'll let go

i wish i could have a better way of explaining it, but since im still a bit confused and caught in between

its always best to keep my mouth shut and cross my fingers

and TODAY:

You have a vision of your ideal situation and believe that's exactly the way it will turn out. However, others may be surprised by your current optimism, which may appear over-the-top today. You, on the other hand, see nothing out of line with your thinking, but this doesn't make it any more plausible. Temper your fantasies with the feedback you receive from others, for they can help you gain a clearer picture of what's really in store.

i think this is true

My Tarot Card for the Day: DEATH
This card is commonly misconstrued and does not specifically pertain to physical death. The Death card signifies change in your life brought about by the ending of a current situation and the beginning of a new one. While the card itself may be morbid, it actually represents exciting change in your life. Be prepared for new and exciting situations to develop.

I was indecisive and confused..feeling caught in between.
Its a good thing i talk to JR before making a big decision.
I followed my initial reaction - i'll stay

Last wednesday i had all the intention of moving out, when i told him all my "reasons" he said he understand...but of course he said - in the case that i'll stay he's definitely gonna do everything in his power to fight against my fears [medyo pinalalim ko lang ang mensahe,buhaha...mahirap na].

aaaaaawwwwww.na-touch ako...and of course i trust him, why shouldnt I?

anyways, i know i said im gonna go against the current, kaya lang masyado talagang malaki yung mga alon, di ko kaya....im scared...

Medyo dumudugo na ilong ko sa mga blog ko, halos lahat kasi ingles eh, pasenya naman...
Callgirl kasi eh, alam na ninyo ibig sabihin niyan - nagtatrabaho sa gabi kausap ay mga poreyner :)
Hindi bale,prepaid lang din naman ingles ko unti-unti na siyang nauubos kasi inaantok na ako, mamayang gabi na ulet ako hahataw sa inglesan.

Napansin na naman erpat ang pimple ko sa noo, malapit na daw ako maging rhino.LOL
Sa tuwing nagkekwento ako tungkol sa trabaho ko, natatawa nalang silang dalawa sakin ni Mudra.
Hindi ko kayang i-give up ang mala-bampira kong buhay.
tsaka na pag may bi-ep na ulet ako -ebil laf-